I am so glad I could tell Rosie about me and Mikey 'cause now I can talk to her about my troubles and she can tell me hers. Also I feel so much lighter having told her. But now Mikey goes and says, 'I think you like you more than I like you.'
He can't say that. He has no idea. I thought that he liked me more than I did. I was in America for 3 weeks and I missed him, but I thought I should miss him more than actually did. I've been kind of not so into him than I have been with my other relationships 'cause Mikey said he wanted to take it slow. Then he freaks when I joke about him moving into the house next door to me and getting a connecting door to our rooms. But I let my imagination run wild with everyone. One time I was talking with my other friend how if we had flu powder like in Harry Potter and then we wouldn't have to take the bus to our houses. You see, Mikey lives in South Kensington and I live in Wimbledon. We have to take the District line to get to eachother. So we don't see eachother as much I would like to. It's a bit like being in a long distance relationship, but we live closer than other couples in that situation.
I wanted to see him this week, but he was busy all this week. So then I said that what was he doing next week. And he replied 'Nothing'. Then I said, 'Then book me in for everyday next week.' And he said he couldn't do that. He couldn't see me everyday. I was thinking, 'Why? I'm like your girlfriend!' But apparently he can't see any of his friends everyday. He finds it hard at school, cause they get on his nerves.
So I'm a bit upset now. I think I'm reading too much into it, but still. It hurt my feelings...